親近欽因老和尚的第二年,正當春節過年前,那時天氣格外寒冷,我有幸利用假日在福慧寺出坡做噴洗屋簷塵垢工作。記得正在觀音殿外噴洗走廊外牆瓷磚,水洗之處泵浦轟隆作響不停,到處都是濕淋淋。我擔心觀音殿玻璃門沒關好,會噴濺屋內干擾到老和尚作息。但另一方面,突然心中生起一個疑念,那就是老和尚在裡頭,天氣那麼冷,唉呀,我全身都被弄濕了,只想盡快做完便了事,不曉得大修行人在關起門來沒人的時候怎樣自處啊? 會不會跟一般世俗人的習氣沒有兩樣,悠哉翹著二郎腿放縱身心?或是沒人看到時候,背地裡講究享受,好吃、好睡、好穿、好用、諸如種種莫名其妙的想法都跟著來了?
為了解開心中疑惑,於是我停下了手中的動作並往門內望去。觀音殿深處透出幽暗微光,只見老和尚一個人坐著。他戴上毛帽圍著青色披肩,雙腿合併端坐,手中拿著書本,微微傾身靠向檯燈,神情專注的在閱讀。冷色幽暗的燈光配上老和尚單薄的身影,把這裡照得一片濃濃的禪味,恍如清靜古剎的青燈,長伴苦修持戒僧人。此時看到老和尚示現這幅清苦孤寂的唯美景象,當下深深的震懾了我! 瞬間我領會到安住當下的自在與內心所感受到的寧靜,也讓我深深體會人生安然自在的修行,莫過於如此!
什麼是作主、自在的心?
上欽下因老和尚不一定會講富麗堂皇的大道理,但是他確實能讓弟子明白很多事,我只是想告訴大家,老和尚不開口也沒關係!
I will follow him
我願跟隨祂
Follow him wherever he may go
不管祂去哪兒,都要跟隨祂
And near him I always will be
我要追隨祂,我要永遠靠近祂
For nothing can keep me away
因為甚麼也不能讓我與祂隔開
He is my destiny
祂是我的歸宿
I will follow him
我要跟隨祂
Ever since he touched my heart, I knew
自從祂觸及我的心
There isn't an ocean too deep
不管海有多深
A mountain so high it can keep
不管山有多高
Keep me away, away from his love
都不能讓我跟祂的愛隔開
I love him, I love him, I love him
我愛祂,我愛祂,我愛祂
And where he goes I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
不論祂去向何方,我願跟隨祂
I will follow him, follow him wherever he may go
我願跟隨祂,不論祂去向何方
There isn't an ocean too deep
不管海有多深
A mountain so high it can keep, keep me away
不管山有多高,都不能讓我跟祂的愛隔開
We will follow him
我們願跟隨祂
Follow him wherever he may go
不論祂去向何方
There isn't an ocean too deep
不管海有多深
A mountain so high it can keep
不管山有多高
Keep us away, away from his love
都不能讓我跟祂的愛隔絕
(I love him)
(我愛祂)
Oh yes, I love him
喔!是的,我愛祂
(I'll follow)
(我願跟隨)
I'm gonna follow
我要跟隨
True love, he'll always be my true love
真愛,祂永遠都會是我的真愛
(Forever)
(永遠)
From now until forever
從現在到永遠
I love him, I love him, I love him
我愛祂,我愛祂,我愛祂
And where he goes I'll follow, I'll follow, I'll follow
不管祂去哪兒,我都要跟隨祂、跟隨祂、跟隨祂
He'll always be my true love, my true love, my true love
祂永遠都是我的真愛、真愛、真愛
From now until forever, forever, forever
從現在直到永永遠遠
There isn't an ocean too deep
不論海有多深
A mountain so high it can keep
不論山有多高
Keep us away, away from his love
都不能讓我跟祂的愛隔絕
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